Chance

Day to day we are arrogant to our surroundings, we remain in our own world’s. However when we take the time, the time to drift, suddenly everything becomes clearer and in sharp focus, are senses come alive. We have the chance to notice and see things we wouldn’t usually see.

We took part in an exercise where we were told to complete a journey using an object to decide the direction of our journey, we decided to use a coin and so flipped the coin a total of 15 times, its face decided whether we would turn left or right on our journey. If a tail appeared we would turn left and a head was to turn right, the route to our journey was left to chance. The results of our journey were: tails appearing 5 times and heads appearing 10 times. Although we hoped our destination would be the 3rd floor of the main administration building in Lincoln University (a place we had never explored before) the coin produced a tail and led us on a left turn to a door with a ‘no entry’ sign. This meant we could not continue our journey, the coin decided where we would go. It was left to chance.

Every time we leave our homes, we take a chance. When we drive our cars or take the bus we take a chance we will arrive safe. When we go to a restaurant and we try something new we chance whether we will like it or not. When having an operation although the operation may have a 60% success rate we take a chance on whether we will pull through. Soldiers take a chance with their lives every day. If a fallen soldier had the chance to decide, it’s easy to assume what he would choose. If the soldiers had facts and statistics to help aid them with what they chose, they would maybe reconsider their options. But that’s the point in chance, you never no, and soldiers accept that, and in their own way come to terms with being at risk every day.

We wanted to explore chance, and what happens when you leave things to chance, what are the results and outcomes? Unpredictable.

On Site Drifting

Today we had a session at the Lincoln Grandstand, which has become our performance site. We were given one task to carry out and a few questions to ponder and note down our thoughts whilst on site.

The task was – To seek out traces, archaeological traces of other (former) visitors and occupants. This task is modified from a question of the same wording found in the following source ((Pearson, M (2010) Site-Specific Performance Palgrave Macmillan: London. Page 21))

The questions were – How am I affected? What do I feel? What do I perceive? What do I experience? How far is this informed by predispositions and previous experience? To what do I attend – natural landscape, built environment, sky as well as land, night as well as day and in foul weather as well as fare? Upon my return, how do I reconstitute ‘there’ here? These questions were taken from the following source ((Pearson, M (2010) Site-Specific Performance Palgrave Macmillan: London. Page 22))

When I first got on site I began to look for any traces of people being at the site at any period in time. The following pictures are what I documented whilst carrying out this task.

People Here 1 This first photograph is of some rubbish left by a person who was on the site.

 

 

People Here 3 This photograph of the sign ‘Main Entrance’ would only need to be in place if people use the site. Because it is in place, people clearly are using the site.

 

 

People Here 4 This photograph is of disabled parking bays, which is strong evidence that this site is in use.

 

 

People Here 5 This photograph of a ‘Drop Off Point’ is another piece of evidence to suggest that the site is regularly used.

 

 

People Here 10 Similar to the two photographs above, this is an image of the car park. If the site was not in use why would there be a car park?

 

 

People Here 9 This is a photograph of a bench found on site, so whoever it was that erected the bench is trying to make the site appealing for visitors who may use the site for a picnic.

 

 

People Here 11 This final image is of a visitor to the site’s car.  This is the strongest piece of evidence that there are other people beside myself and our class using the site.

 

The above photographs are of my first attempt at seeking out traces, archaeological traces of other (former) visitors and occupants. The first photograph showing the remains of what was left by someone on site leading up to the last photograph of someone on site. However, it wasn’t until I really started to search closer on the actual site itself that I realized there were clearly traces of others who had been there before me. The following photographs are what I documented of these new traces.

Grafitti 1 Someone called ‘Danny’ from what I could make out was leaving his mark of being on site.

 

 

Grafitti 2 Next to Danny’s mark was the mark of ‘Jenny’ who had also been on the site.

 

 

Grafitti 3 An anonymous drifter perhaps? Whoever they were, they too left their mark on the site.

 

 

Grafitti 4 Possibly builders leaving a mark of where underground wires are? They too left their mark on site.

 

 

Grafitti 5 Could this mark have been left by the same person who left the above mark?

 

 

Grafitti 6 Maybe some children chalked up a goal on the wall? They left their mark on the site as well.

 

 

Memorial Stone 1 Although I could not make out the names on the stone, this photograph is of a memorial stone placed within the site’s architecture. I presume that the names are those who were most involved in erecting the site.

 

After discovering the traces shown above I had some answers to the questions we had been asked.

How am I affected? I was inspired by these traces of previous visitors. I see them as a way of trying to be remembered, as if by leaving your mark on a site you are some how leaving a memory of yourself being there for others to see.

What do I feel? I felt that, like those who came before me, through the photographs I had taken at the site, I was leaving my mark at the site as well. The photographs are evidence that I had been at the site as well.

What do I perceive? There were lots of visual marks of past visitors, it was as if I was in an art gallery looking at other peoples’ signatures.

What do I experience? I experienced 2 strong feelings. The first was the thought that people wanted to be remembered. As if the goal wasn’t to live forever, but instead to create a lasting memory in other people’s minds, even those who had never met them. The second was that as I was taking more photographs, and gathering more evidence that I had been to the site as well, I was becoming amalgamated with those who had been before me, as if we were all one collective. We were all drifters and this was our site.

How far is this informed by predispositions and previous experience? I had never been to the site before, I had only heard a small part of the site’s history but nothing specific about the site in terms of it’s aesthetics, so I went with as open a mind as I could.

To what do I attend – natural landscape, built environment, sky as well as land, night as well as day and in foul weather as well as fare? I struggled with this question initially, but after finding all of the traces on the walls, many of which had already stood the test of the weather, I decided that it didn’t matter what natural or man made circumstances occurred on site, only that these traces were not disturbed.

Upon my return, how do I reconstitute ‘there’ here? For this I drew a marking on a piece of paper which read ”Jonny Was Ere’ to illustrate my idea that people leave markings to be remembered.

I feel that investigating the 2 concepts of 1) leaving your own mark on the site and 2) becoming one with those who came before you will enable me to produce a performance on the site, for the site and inspired by the site.

A Story Of Untold Cards

This week I was to attach particular descriptions on cards to a site, specific to the description on that card.  I found this task to be very interesting, in locating different sites which from everyday objects.  Perhaps, just like Willy Dorners work the descriptions may enable performers to work within the certain perspective of the site.

 

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Card 1 : ” The shop window disintegrates almost in slow motion”

There was a crack in the window which therefore looks like the window is disintegrating when passing in slow motion.

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Card 2- “We zoom in very closely on a crack in the pavement. A definite tremor”

The force of the tree is causing cracks in the ground as the roots have pushed their way through. I found on my travels many cracks in the pavement but they didn’t seem to be the result of a bigger force .

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Clue 3- ” “This is an anxious tension in the air. A slight crackle”

My first thought seeing the card state “a crackle in the air” was to find lightning, or wind. Then my thoughts turned to a metaphorical sense  music from the night club  expressing a certain emotion crackling the air. However, whilst on my drift I spotted a flickering lamp whose rays crackled the night sky. It then gave me an idea. The glow of a lamp definitely shines into the air, casting a light which forces it’s impact upon a scene. When a light is being turned on the crackle is only slight as the bulb bursts into full emission.

To conclude, all these descriptions could trigger an idea for a site specific performance, can have many meanings and don’t simply state a certain site . Descriptions and sites can  be overlapped so that just like my journey we can drift from site to site and see a continuous journey of society, of a developing narrative and of performance.

 

Card Irony

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Buildings wobble” 

 The Cathedral. Again… But wait…Again. De ja vu.  When doing my task of  placing my card i observed the cathedral from the south side of    Lincoln. Out side of the high street, on Sincil Bank  where the Cathedral would seem to be at its highest.  when looking at this card i found it hard not to be too predictable and apart from flying to see the Leaning tower of Pisa  i could not actually find a building that wobbled. So i thought of this in an metaphoric way. Again.  I thought about the cathedral being the focus point, championed so much as the main focal building in Lincoln. It appears so that all the building underneath the cathedral would wobble in fear that they have so much to live up to.  It could be seen that in a way it over shadows all of the other wonderful buildings as its lit like a trophy in a Cabernet.  In which the others cower and wobble with fear. The Holy qualities that the building possesses within questions the other building’s purposes.  Although i felt it would also be fitting to shake the card slightly when i took the photo for some dramatic irony.

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Potential performance space 1.

 

The excitement that erupted when the class discovered that this could potentially be our performance space was rather encouraging as we seemed to all share a collective interest in this building and its history.

Always something i have seen on my travels into Lincoln, from the exterior i never knew that it even had rooms inside let alone over grown gardens. Empty spectating seats with hollow sparse insides. It felt like going into an over sized rabbit hole or the body of something. i felt like learning about this building was like learning about a body part of Lincoln. It made me think of all of the diverse memories that have been made in this place and whether those people were still around in Lincoln to tell them.

To be continued. Watch this space. ( Potentially)